white horses and brave knights

Are there no more white horses charging,charging, steady but wild-eyed. beneath white hatted riders splitting raw win, or roping wild tide? Do they still roam among us? but like Tinkerbell just out of sight unless you believe, and clap your hands? or throw pennies in a wishing well? I did believe, I did belive. I hoarded found pennies wished on a million first stars and challenged talisman you could not conceive but if you ride no white horse. If your hat isn't white then I pretend they don't exist. and to keep my own castle devoid of a white stallion and devoid of a brave knight.

My personality

There's a kid inside me
who's dying to get out
there's a woman inside of me
who no one knows about
there's a romantic there who loves satin & lace
there's a loner who wears a sad face
there's a daredevil who wants to have fun
there's a hard worker who tries her best to
get things done.
All of these people are inside of me and they
are who I am they are "my Personality"

What can I say i'm me

I am ME. I am complicated and outgoing. Sweet at times but very bad as well.I'm a Capricorn...you really don't know what you are going to get at that moment...so watch out! Don't sweat the small things in life, don't let others bring you down. Words are the worst weapon in the world, so pick them carefully. Society treats us like cattle, walk your own line, look outside the box. Live today like it's I am ME. I am complicated and outgoing. Sweet at times but very bad as well.I'm a Capricorn...you really don't know what you are going to get at that moment...so watch out! Don't sweat the small things in life, don't let others bring you down. Words are the worst weapon in the world, so pick them carefully. Society treats us like cattle, walk your own line, look outside the box. Live today like it's your last. Love like you have never loved before...you never know when it can be taken from you. Love and hate go hand and hand...to truly love you must know hate. Some think I'm cold,maybe I'm just a scared little girl. I don't wanna hurt...but I have. WOW have I learned lessons..and I'm still learning...no one is perfect...not even close. Accept me for who I am..if you judge me, then I don't need to know you. Negative energy brings you down. Surround yourself with positive thoughts even if they are dark. Try not to look back...something I am guilty of doing many times. The ocean sets me free. The sun warms my senses. The wind on my face makes me feel alive. I have verbal diarrhea..yea, it's a problem, lol. My style changes week to week. My hair is a different color every six months. Uh, yeah...you could say it's hard for me to be content. I love music, it drives me, ...being naked brings us back to our core. don't be scared. Smile at someone less fortunate than you everyday. Help others, be there for your friends and family no matter what. Tell me if I'm being a fuck-up or an ass, don't be fake with me. I have made my share of mistakes...uh..yeah, lots! Live and learn..and live some more! Never take for granted your health...cherish it everyday. I have lived, I have died...reincarnation is amazing. Truly listen when someone speaks. Always express yourself, screw what others think! Be you! I have been a free spirit my whole life....some guidance would be nice, witchery is amazing. My animals are my babies. Laugh, play, cry, feel, experience..never have to say "what if". Make memories..dream...but then make it happen. Fate, desire, greed, pain, love, loss, lust, guilt..surround us..feel it, then break free. Vampires allure me...I will bite you...I will taste you...I wil remember you. Writing is my outlet. Don't take anything too serious. I always laugh at myself. Im goofy, nutty, silly...always got my bag of tricks! I love to play..even though I sometimes don't play well with others, All and all I'm a down to earth chick that likes all that life brings me, good and bad.. .It's a rollor coaster baby...and I'm on a crazy ride! Go to your destiny...one day we will only exist in fairytales. your last. Love like you have never loved before...you never know when it can be taken from you. Love and hate go hand and hand...to truly love you must know hate. Some think I'm cold,maybe I'm just a scared little girl. I don't wanna hurt...but I have. WOW have I learned lessons..and I'm still learning...no one is perfect...not even close. Accept me for who I am..if you judge me, then I don't need to know you. Negative energy brings you down. Surround yourself with positive thoughts even if they are dark. Try not to look back...something I am guilty of doing many times. The ocean sets me free. The sun warms my senses. The wind on my face makes me feel alive. I have verbal diarrhea..yea, it's a problem, lol. My style changes week to week. I change cars like I change panties...which are always hanky panky, you know it! My hair is a different color every six months. Uh, yeah...you could say it's hard for me to be content. I love music, it drives me, ...being naked brings us back to our core. don't be scared. Smile at someone less fortunate than you everyday. Help others, be there for your friends and family no matter what. Tell me if I'm being a fuck-up or an ass, don't be fake with me. I have made my share of mistakes...uh..yeah, lots! Live and learn..and live some more! Never take for granted your health...cherish it everyday. I have lived, I have died...reincarnation is amazing. Truly listen when someone speaks. Always express yourself, screw what others think! Be you! I have been a free spirit my whole life....some guidance would be nice, witchery is amazing. My animals are my babies. Laugh, play, cry, feel, experience..never have to say "what if". Make memories..dream...but then make it happen. Fate, desire, greed, pain, love, loss, lust, guilt..surround us..feel it, then break free. Vampires allure me...I will bite you...I will taste you...I wil remember you. Writing is my outlet. Don't take anything too serious. I always laugh at myself. Im goofy, nutty, silly...always got my bag of tricks! I love to play..even though I sometimes don't play well with others, All and all I'm a down to earth chick that likes all that life brings me, good and bad.. .It's a rollor coaster baby...and I'm on a crazy ride! Go to your destiny...one day we will only exist in fairytales.

Things I wanna do in my lifetime

Eat a cheeseburger in paradise
Gaze upon a magnificent waterfall
Explore a Rain Forest
Sip a mint julep at the Kentucky Derby
Swim with the dolphins
Drive a NASCAR race car (even at 20 mph in pit lane lol)
Make a difference in someone’s life
Be in love
Forgive myself
Be a great Mom
Send a message in a bottle
Disneyworld
Start my own Photography business
Drive as much of the original Route 66 as possible
Smell the ocean on a cruise
Learn to rollerblade
bury a time capsule
a trip to the Chestnut Hill Baptist Church cemetery and the gravesite of Mercy Brown.(americas most famous vampire)

My crazy self

I am my father's daughter there's no doubt about it I drive to fast but don't really care I have the most amazing friends they always know what to say I am the most giving yet most selfish person at the same time I can be the nicest person yet your worst enemy I have a past a worst past than most I am competitive and love to argue I'm the girl who will play in the dirt and mud all day turn around and wow you at a 5 star meal and no could tell the difference basically im a country girl with a city side I hate to be alone im my worst enemy I love my family and friends more than you ever could love yours lol trust me a lot of people mistake me for a bitch I'm not but can be if you hurt those I care about. My daughter is the only one that has enough of me to break my heart.
I love the summer if there was such a thing as a clean beach bum I'd be it in a heartbeat but at the same time I wish it could be christmas all year round. I am attached to my phone 24/7 makes me feel connected when I'm disconnected from myself.

What you need to know about me

What you need to know about me:
I may not be perfect
I may over react and some times cry for no reason
I fight for what I believe in
I am weak at times
I like to dress up
I love shoes and accessories
I am passionate about everything
I love with all my heart
I don’t give up on what’s important to me
I get jealous sometimes, but what girl doesn't
I love kisses and hugs from that special person
I love watching kids grow into amazing people
I get scared after watching a scary movie
I sleep with the lights on and music playing
I can be vulnerable and impressionable
I don’t believe that money makes you happy, love does
I may not always talk about something right away
I am honest and sincere
I make mistakes and wish I could take them back
I don’t always think some things through
I love swinging in the park
I believe that family will never let you down
I know what I want from my life and will not take no for an answer

I know in my heart, that love will make it through rain or shine
I am me…and that's all I will ever be

Be the best you can

Be The Best You Can
Speak and you will be heard,
make your words kind.
Love kindly and unselfishly,
with no wish to possess.
Search for who you are
and for what matters.
Give freely to all
and you shall receive
so much more.
Listen to the troubles of others
and your own shall be halved.
Live each day as your last,
treasuring each sight and sound.
Accept what you have
and all that is freely given.
Strive to be greater than
you were before.
Ask and even your smallest wish
will be granted.
Dream of what can be -
a world of peace and beauty
for all to share.